After my storming out yesterday..almost 24 hours later..am feeling like crap..He asked me to stay and i still walked out..he pleaded with me to stay and still,i left..Well..he is not sure if i came home..if i came home alone..if am still crazy about him and now i realise i may have just worsened our already strained relationship.
But one thing i know for sure,if i stayed,i would have slept thinking of how maybe,later,i will recent him for not trusting me..and walking away would have helped me clear my mind.and thats why i got up,packed my things and left.
And still,even if i stayed,we wouldnt have talked about it in the morning or days to come coz i would have just let it go until he brought it all up again.
I will miss him tonight for sure.i am used to his embrace when i sleep and even though i am still trying to figure out what he is all about(which is not simple at all)one thing is for sure,i wouldnt want not to be with him for days and days to come..Complicated he surely is but my heart beats for him.
Good night World.
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